Tuesday, May 25, 2021

GF. May 25th, 2020.

 the air feels different 

the heat feels different 

my body feels humid, heavy, sad

the buzz of electric anger, energy

adrenaline blur

yelling til my voice was gone

up all night with widest eyes

every car was terror

every face was a question

is this a nightmare 

is this a dream


growth won’t be taken away

everyone will remember your name

but shouldn’t have to

you are not a martyr

you are not a hero

you were a man that deserved to live

your life was meant to be long

it was meant to be full

quiet, known by a few

maybe ending in gentle old age

with only a few saying your name


everything changed

after you were killed

and it never should have

i know things grow

from death and decay 

that the earth moves on

roots develop

green pushes up, out of soil 

that is made up of past

made up of fallen, curled up

decomposing plants

that used to bear fruit 


i know things grow

from death and decay

everything changed

after you were killed

and that never should have happened

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